i miss it all
You do not need to leave your room. Remain sitting at your table and listen. Do not even listen, simply wait, be quiet, still and solitary. The world will freely offer itself to you to be unmasked, it has no choice, it will roll in ecstasy at your feet.
i miss senior year so much
Try to learn to breathe deeply, really to taste food when you eat, and when you sleep, really to sleep. Try as much as possible to be wholly alive with all your might, and when you laugh, laugh like hell. And when you get angry, get good and angry. Try to be alive. You will be dead soon enough.
nothing feels quite as good as everything falling into place
Smoked for the first time in over a year tonight, wow
wow so one of the coolest girl’s i’ve met here (actually ever) and who i totally have a girl crush on invited me to her boyfriend’s apt tonight to smoke and watch across the universe
so i might be going to Kenya over the summer for a four-week service trip, now it’s just a matter of convincing my parents :)))